Jess' Blog

Ignorance, always ignorance. From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (1 day old)

A bit of a funny day, all things considered. Lately each say at college is so full of ups and downs, it’s so tiring and a lot of emotions to fit into six hours. A couple of boys in my Sociology le… more

*Smiley face* From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (2 days old)

I LOVE fireworks night. Track: Eet - Regina Spektor NaNoWriMo wordcount: 9398 words… more

Make A Little Birdhouse In Your Soul From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (5 days old)

Ugh. Last night was awful. John was up all night. I got less than two hours worth of sleep in the end. I’m not totally sure how I made it through college today, lol. Basically I couldn’t really sle… more

I can so do this. From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (8 days old)

2 months since yesterday. Rang the area epilepsy nurse to discuss the goings on of last week. Said she would ring back on Monday and she never did. What a suprise (not). The fact that I'm already g… more

Look at what you've done Stephenie Meyer! Be ashamed! From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (11 days old)

Twilight has gone too far. Bloody hell. There is a Twilight religion. I wish I was kidding, I really do. I don't want to take the mick because I know everyone had the right to their own bel… more

In which I'm kind of a dork From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (12 days old)

I have watched kind of a lot of films in the last couple of days. Mostly out of thinking that it's half term and deciding that I was therefore going to do nothing. I love films because they are such a… more

Life since I last blogged From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (13 days old)

I am now on half term. I feel so ready to be off. I know that I'm doing less subjects but college is much more tiring than school ever was. The social stuff doesn't help, I'm having to re-evaluate a f… more

In which I am slightly ... cryptic From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (20 days old)

I realised a little while ago that I have a postsecret. I really want to send it. Because then maybe I could deal, and move on. Problem is, it isn't really mine to tell... Track: When You … more

The things I should really keep to myself From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (20 days old)

Usually people say that it's better to talk about things, right? And this was something I had kept to myself outside of here for a long time. I've been quiet for nearly a year. I mean, I started getti… more

How far would you go to me emo? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (22 days old)

I first of all want to say how awesome the comments on my last post were. They have some newspapers in the library at school so I'll have a nose through those and see what I think. :DD Thanks for the … more

Politics? Really? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (23 days old)

I would be lying if I didn’t say that I am a person fairly ignorant to news. I mean, I know about things that apply to myself and the sad stuff that happens but beyond that… I’ve just never really tri… more

This man From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (24 days old)

http://www.thisman.org Now that is weird. Speaking of all things weird, sadly I think the dormant weirdo-attraction gene I was hoping I hadn't inherited from my mother seems to have awoken in … more

Vaguely disgusted, slightly entrigued. From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (27 days old)

I watched the repeat of The Autistic Me on BBC3 last night and absolutely hated it. I honestly don't know what was wrong with me, thinking it was so great the first time round. I think I just got exci… more

"A triumph... the dullest of the lot." From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (28 days old)

I saw (500) Days of Summer earlier in the week. I would recommend it, it's ever so good. It's kind of non-traditional though. Like, the happy/hopeful ending perhaps isn't what you would have expected.… more

Ugh From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (31 days old)

Rainrainrain. Today I discovered that there is a hole in my shoe. Track: Caring Is Creepy - The Shins… more

God can be so hilarious, ha ha From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (33 days old)

She came in today and clearly was not very well. I think that she has a temperature too, since she seemed to be boiling when everyone else wasn’t. I think it was a really selfish thing to do. I’m not … more

stupid winter and it's crappy illnesses From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (34 days old)

I realised today I might actually have more time for blog again this week because I don’t have too much terrifying homework. I have a couple of ongoing projects but other than that it’s all small stuf… more

Surely you have not been defeated my a mere headache, Barneyrulz? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (37 days old)

So I'm at home. I shouldn't be, really, but I've caught some lurgey or other that's been making me feel increasingly crap over the last few days and since I only had 2 lessons today (not including gen… more

I got to leave school by half 11 today. How awesome is that? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (38 days old)

My mum and I did something terrible and extravagant today. We booked tickets to go and see John Simm's play! In London! I've never seen a play in London before! And JOHN SIMM! I've only been in love w… more

Looking on the bright side... From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (40 days old)

Okay, so I suppose given a lot of the things that I write about on this blog I could be seen to be a pessimist. However, this does not mean that I cannot appreciate the more awesome things in life. … more

"I scraped my knees while I was praying and found a demon in my safest haven" From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (41 days old)

So I was going to go into this totally long and detailed account of why I had a crappy week but then I thought, what’s the point? So instead, I will relate something rather awesome to you. The P… more

I met Malorie Blackman! From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (48 days old)

I did. Omg. She was amazing. Funny. Everything. She has been through a lot as well, which I didn't know. Racism and stuff. When she was at school she always wanted to be a English teacher, but when… more

It's such a shame... From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (51 days old)

One thing that I decided when I started college was that I was going to try my very best to come across as normal. So far, this doesn’t seem to be working out for me. I keep embarrassing myself. An… more

Shouldn't you be at school? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (52 days old)

Right now I am sitting in my room at 1.50 in the afternoon. This is so weird. I should be at school right now. I really can’t get used to college. Omg something horrible happened to me this morning… more

In which college related tiredness clearly takes it's toll From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (53 days old)

Today was a bit of an ordeal. We went to see the nuerologist today with John. First of all we had to wait for AGES because the hospital was running late (as always). I got really bored in this time… more

Adjusting From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (55 days old)

So far I think that the strangest thing about being at school is not being able to blog as regularly. I think that other than when I was in Yorkshire I blogged every single day through the summer. Now… more

Just keeping us on our toes From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (58 days old)

John just scared the shit out of me. I got a return ticket today (a single is £3.30 and a return £3.40. It's cheaper to get a return but it just means I have to stand around for ages and do annoyin… more

How do you conform? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (61 days old)

I've met all of my new teachers now. I think that I am going to get along with most of them well. One of them in particular had quite a big effect on me. He's our other psychology teacher and he's re… more

Tire Swing From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (63 days old)

I've found a really good song to play to help me practise bar chords. I was watching Juno this morning and I obviously wanted to be able to play all of the songs in it instantly so I thought I would l… more

It's long, okay? From barneyrulz in Angst? Me? Never. (64 days old)

College is weird. Weird in a good way though, I think. I've spoken to quite a few people in the last few days. I'm pretty happy at being able to hang out easily with certain people because I was worri… more